I don’t get it.
I run away from what I want. People, for example. If I really like somebody, I find myself running away. Am I afraid of it? Maybe. But why? I really need to fix this. I wish I was braver. I wish I was able to confront people. Like my crushes? I find a way to stay as far as possible while they are still in my line of vision. I need to stop this. And also during swimming races. It’s like I’m afraid to go all out. I need to fix this.
