Fake Enthusiasm
Fake enthusiasm- it basically describes how I am to everyone in my school except for a select few people. There are few people who i actually like in my school. They all seem fake to me- fake and naive. And I’m probably the same. I’m nice to people, but it is only because I am conditioned to do so. And i do it in case one day I’m going to need or want something from them. It sounds so selfish and shallow, but it seems like the truth to me. At least right now. Maybe I should change that about myself. Be more genuine to others. Then maybe I can be happier. But then again, why are other people so important? We all want good relationships. But whats wrong with being alone? What is so bae about being hated by other people?
